gaymzee: im not doing anything for april fools day because i think my existence itself is a funny enough joke
istillaintbovvered replied to your post: i really miss you and this sucks i want to… You make my heart so sad :( my heart is sad :/
i[[MORE]] really miss you and this sucks i want to be intimate with someone and god damn it i trusted you this makes me want to curl up and die
iknewitwasover: i genuinely am paranoid that everyone secretly hates me and thinks i am really really annoying and awful and is pretending to be my friend and it’s all part of some big joke
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of...– Jim Morrison (via Words & Lyrics)
i feel like i can’t breathe
i feel nauseous i should order pizza yeah thats what ill do
unecoquette-deactivated20130224 asked: Well even though I have met you twice I just, care for you and this is just a typical I'm here for you message I guess. But I mean it.
unecoquette-deactivated20130224 asked: Are you ok?
nomenipatri: remember back in the good ol days when other people’s feelings mattered? those were the days man
i lost my best friend that’s the worst part of this
cashier: sorry but you don't have enough money to buy this
me: okay how about now
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...– Chuck Palahniuk, Choke (via decembrist)
[[MORE]]the lesson i have learned: never trust anybody. even the good people will hurt you. you can only depend on yourself. fuck being happy.
right now, the best thing that could happen to me would be i die in a fire or something like that XOXOXOXOX HAPPY FUCKING SMILE FACES
[[MORE]]i guess i’ll spend this weekend working on portfolio stuff i’d rather be doing something else but this will take my mind off of…everything shitty that i’m dealing with i still want that hug but i have a feeling i won’t get it anytime soon
[[MORE]]i know i probably don’t deserve it for whatever reason but right now i need a really strong thoughtful hug just so i know that someone cares yeah this is lame and i’m drunk but still
yunzi: I just want to spend a day or two in a room with someone I enjoy. With music I enjoy. Not letting the sun come in, making it as dark as possible, with only faint light, dim light. Smoking cigarettes, affection and getting lost in duvets and nakedness.
a haiku about making pasta
la-peque: god fucking dammit does it really take that long for water to boil
skatieb: fuckyeahsexanddrugs: you know what i hated growing up kids who werent allowed to drink soda like they were better than me or their parents were better than mine like enjoy that fucking milk with your steak and why was i the only kid allowed to watch simpsons wimp parents i lol’d